2011年9月10日星期六

2011年04月04日 14:28 阅读(58) 评论(8) 分类:个人日记 《Crap》

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     OK, which one should I start first? About two days ago, there was a message that Yang Junheng was out of contact. Obviously it was a being-missing event. And till now, aiww is still missing since he was taken away from Beijing International Airport a couple days ago.  The worse is that they are not the only two persons suffering this.  I don't know how to explain the feeling, but it's difficult for me to accept that they are forced to loss freedom illegally.They did something wrong to this country? or just did something making the Party uneasy? And there was a women buried in the ruin of tore building, a women killed after being knock down by a so-called kind-heart piano prince who cried in the CCTV, a unceasing improvement of GFW, a....  Why am I living in a such damn country?  Ugly.  And recently Jiang Fangzhou wrote A Letter to Tsinghua University(You should read it, seriously). Beijing University is running a policy to hold a conference(会商 I havn't figured out what this word means) about the student with extreme minds.  It's terrible to witness that two of  the best university in China is changing into this. The university should be a place for student to chase their dream, but not for them to learn the Generality of Mao Zedong Thought, and obviously not a place for brain-wash education. Party , you son of a bi..
       I believe that lots of Chinese college student don't know they enter the college for what. What am I learning? Am I going to be a researcher?or a mathematician? Why am I learning this?  What will I be after graduation? What do I want to be after graduation?   OK, at first I was here for SM3. But after the reason-unknowable failure, I can't find a reason for me to stay in this university studying the annoying mathematics. Before the SM3 failure, I will told my self that I watch TBBT or Prison Break for English improvement. But now I will just regard it as my another failure in finding a meaningful things for myself. I would like to change my major. But before answering the beyond question,  does it make any difference?
      @HGY You are a boy studying in the SG with full scholarship . You can easily stay and live in SG without worrying the various problems in PRC. You can enjoy the Internet without any limitation. You can even still chase your dream and make proposal to your school.  You are just a 18-year-old boy with some incredible illusion that you can't find a girl friend, and you even don't understand why people love. You poured your annoying 'I am gonna die because I have no girlfriend and no girl will love me' sadness to me continuously, and asked for the advice for your 'before-dying activities' .  HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED MY FEELING LISTENING YOUR SUCH CRAP? OR YOU JUST CAN'T HELP DOING THAT? If not, you don't have the ability to love people! You just ask for attention for your imaging sadness! And you lack the self-control ability! You are just like a Sheldon in reality. But Sheldon is amusing people , you are annoying people! I'm not your Leonard! You son of a bi...
        Why do I write this in English? Maybe the whole day exposure of TBBT.

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