Just some blab

With the help of GAE and Wallproxy I can often arrive this place regularly and conveniently. The examination of SM3 is due 10 days later , and I don't know how to prepare this big moment. Y'know , I have been waiting this moment for a long time, but now I don't know how to do wth the composition and those mathematics stuff. I can't have some one who can revise my composition , and I can't find papers about trigonometric function or inequality.  I'm just typing here , without any idea what I'm doing.

I now am more calm than 18 months ago. I have known that it's dangerous to keep dreaming the images of that bright future. The more you dream, the bitter when the dream break. Frankly I still devote myself in it to some extent. I think I will feel good leaving this place, but things change people change.

I'm still worried about my spoken language and my communication ability in English. I have no one to talk with in English. And I haven't got the call from HW. Bless me.